I’ve always been empathetic, I’ve seen the good in everyone, and have always refrained from judging others.
I just fell into the hands of the wrong people. People who took my kindness and forgiveness for granted. People who could manipulate me and lie to me without having me question it. People who took my innocence and tried to break my spirit.
Others tell me I’m a good person. Many people have also said many wonderful things about me.
Despite all this, I still remain unconvinced.
If I’m such a good person, why do I have to experience so much pain.
I have no idea who I really am.
I am good and I am bad.
I am proud of myself yet deeply ashamed.
I am happy but so often I get so sad.
I’m a walking paradox